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HIGHLIGHTS
April 19, 2025
As I was driving down 280, I was praying with gratitude that I’m alive. That I’m able to utilize my arms and legs, and giving thanks to the creator that I can breathe. I was coming back from my usual therapy session with my mind blown again with so many epiphanies. I knew that this website was going to finally launch in a manner of which I’ve been waiting for for years, and quite frankly fear had taken over from finishing it. But here I was, designing another website from the ground up, knowing that when that project was over, I’d be a fool to not try to launch mine as well.
As I continued to drive, death entered my mind again, (this idea is a frequent visitor in my mind). I thought about the legacy I’d leave behind and what’d that look like, and my writing is something that I’ve had a goal of sharing with the world. Not because I’m seeking any type of validation, but because I thoroughly enjoy to write. I also am a firm believer in the saying “people sharing their stories is how we heal.” So, I’ve decided to add this section to my website that is more personal to the root of who I am, along with my experience. I’ve titled this section Highlights because that’s what this is going to be. Highlights of my life to share with you. I’m well aware that tomorrow isn’t gurunteed to us, so I want to speak all my truths the power and expedite the process of everything.
April 23, 2025
OFG = Operation Feel Good
It’s extremely difficult for me to eat on my own. There. I wrote it. It’s out here in this eether, and it’s been one of the most difficult realizations about myself that I am bringing to light in a new way. For me, I’ve never felt in love with my body, but I really want to. I’ve treated it with so much disrespect on so many levels. From what I injest, to when and if I eat at all throughout the day/night. For me, eating has been the only thing in my life that I’ve had 100% control of, and I think that fact has led me to where I am today. A lot happened in my life at a young age, and my coping mechanism through a lot of it is controlling when and if I eat. There’d be times where I would get high and binge eat fast food, and I’d feel so gross with how much I consumed and how full I’d feel that I’d punish myself and not eat at all the next day or two. No one knew, and not many know now. This is actually the first time that I am publicly and openly writing about this section of my life.